Posted by: alimarparanormal | March 8, 2010

Healing the Spirits

Mary and I attended our very first “lightworkers” healing meeting yesterday afternoon, and I have to say the experience was amazing!  The teacher, Gus, taught us how to ground ourselves first, and then led us through a series of healing sessions for grounded spirits of all types.  We went around the room first to see if there were any friends or loved ones that needed help, and it seemed that everyone knew someone who had passed that needed help on the other side.  As we worked together to help them pass over I saw something in the spirit that was absolutely beautiful.

During the healing session we would envision gently lifting the spirit up into the light; slowly lifting our outstretched arms heaven ward.  As my hands neared the top of the apex I saw a bright light appear between my outstretched hands, and as my hands moved closer together the light grew brighter and brighter.  When my hands finally touched the light burst at the moment of impact.  This occurred with the first 4 or 5 healings, but then I noticed that I was getting tired, and the light became dimmer and dimmer.  This made me wonder if my lack of energy at that point was showing up in a lack of light during the healing process.  Very intriguing indeed.

The following is an excerpt from our leader’s write-up on the events of the evening:

“At the Healing the Spirits meetup yesterday, we called in the spirits of soldiers who died in wars. Teddy counted nine regiments of Civil War soldiers. I could hear them (really loud). We were curious how many soldiers were in a regiment. At the beginning of the Civil War, a regimen was 1,000 men by the middle of the war it was 500 men. So we healed and helped 4,500 – 9,000 Civil War soldiers go home. That was only one part of our session.

We were able to help people at the meeting and their loved ones by pulling off spiritual attachments that were hindering their progress. Each person we helped was a different experience. Some of the spirits we released were stubborn, some were heavy. We had such a talented group assembled, it was especially interesting when several individuals could confirm what was happening. One woman was very concerned about her brother being possessed/overtaken/influenced by a very dark entity. Both she and her mother were present at the meeting and had each seen the entity on different occasions. Hilary could see it and described both the brother and the entity. Helping another woman’s war veteran father (still living) who is plagued with PTSD. Helping him was a very interesting experience. He was in such pain and torment. I believe we removed a lot of that. I am interested to hear about any differences in his life.

It is wonderful to know that we have helped so many people on both sides of the veil (present at the meeting or not). Congratulate yourselves, Lightworkers, you are making a huge difference!”

Posted by: alimarparanormal | March 3, 2010

Message to Mom

I had another dream last night about my Aunt Laverne who died of cancer on June 23rd, 2009 (please see my post called “Aunt Laverne” for more information).  In the dream I only saw Auntie at a distance lying in bed with my Uncle Larry.  Apparently a part of her was still with him; comforting him.  She also spoke with me, and told me that she was “in school”, and directed me to a stack of flash cards.  She said, “the top card has a message for your Mother.  Please tell her what it says.”

Picking up the card I read it out loud, “Please tell your Mother that I am with God and reviewing my life.  It hasn’t been easy, and it is taking longer than I thought it would, but I’m okay.”  As soon as I read the card I woke myself up.  I wanted to ensure that I remembered the message clearly so I could relate it to my Mom later.

This morning, around 10:30 AM I called my Mom, and gave her the message from Aunt Laverne.  This was the second message I’ve given her from Auntie (please see my post called “Aunt Laverne” for the first message), and Mom accepted it with tears.  I think it is wonderful that our loved ones stay in contact with us, and let us know how they are doing on the other side.

Posted by: alimarparanormal | March 2, 2010

Deadman’s Curve

Last Friday was my first day home since my throat surgery, and boy was I ever happy to be in my own home again!  Even though the nurses were all very kind, and did everything they could to make me as comfortable as possible, I still didn’t get much rest during my stay in the hospital.  So when I finally got home, and in my own bed, I fell fast asleep, and had the following dream.

I was driving along a winding road up in the mountains.  Looking ahead I could see a break in the tree line, and that my road was going to intersect with another one along the edge of a lake.  As I neared this intersection, I realized that the lake was at the bottom of a steep canyon, and the road along its edge had no guard rail to keep one from careening over the edge, and down into the lake.

After meeting up with the lake road, I drove along it until I neared a bend in the road that jutted out over the lake.  As I approached the bend, a feeling of despair came over me, and suicidal thoughts came into my mind; I actually saw myself driving my vehicle off the edge of the cliff and into the lake!  Realizing that these feelings were not my own, I pulled my vehicle over to the side of the road, and spent a few moments separating myself from the impressions I was picking up.  “I wonder if someone committed suicide at that very bend in the road?”, I thought to myself.  Deciding to investigate it further, I got out of my vehicle, and looked for a path down to the edge of the lake.  Finding one, I carefully made my way down to the water.

Standing at the edge of the lake I felt a pulling sensation to my right, and found myself walking ankle deep in the water towards an outcropping about 100 feet away.  As I reached the outcropping, I walked down into the water about 3 or four feet, and then looked back towards the way I came, and saw something that nearly stunned me.

Walking towards me were the spirits of dozens of men and women.  They were all walking across the water, looking straight ahead, moving effortlessly across the edge of the lake.  I noticed one man in particular, off to the right, that was dressed in a business suit and a hat.  The rest of the people were a mixture of men and women of all economic classes.

I walked out into the water amongst them, and started calling out to them, trying to get some kind of response. “Who are you?  Why are you here?  Did you commit suicide by driving off that cliff?”, I asked to anyone that would listen.  Finally, a woman stopped, and looked down at me; seemingly surprised that I was there.  Looking into her eyes I asked, “Do you need my help?”.  She nodded ‘yes’, and it was then that I woke up.

Posted by: alimarparanormal | March 2, 2010

Hospital Visitor

Last Thursday, February 25th, 2010, I had surgery to remove a 3 cm mass from behind my thyroid gland. Because of the nature of the surgery, which was near my windpipe, I needed to be monitored overnight for swelling.

After recovery I awoke in room 310, which I shared with another woman. Each half of the room was assigned a letter, and since I was closest to the door, and the bathroom, I was assigned the address of 310A; my neighbor became 310B.

Around 1:30 AM on the 26th, I was awakened to the sound of a male night nurse as he gave my neighbor in 310B an injection. While waiting for him to finish up, I laid there under the glare of the overhead lights, and became acutely aware of how alone I was. Yes, I had my neighbor only 10 feet away, but my family was not allowed to stay with me overnight. What if something happens to me, and my loved ones are not here? With a heaviness in my chest, and tears welling up in my eyes, I tried vainly not to cry.

Moments later, however, something happened that brought me out of my melancholy mood; I felt a soft gentle touch on my right check. Looking up, I saw no one next to my bed, but the feeling still played against my skin. With my right hand, I touched the spot where I felt the sensation, and knew that I was not alone; an unseen visitor was keeping watch over me. With a feeling of comfort and peace, I closed my eyes, and soon fell back to sleep.

A short while later I heard a stirring in my room again, and looked up to see my night nurse standing at the foot of my bed. “I’m sorry, but I need to take your vitals”, she said with a soft, gentle voice. I nodded in acquiescence, and offered up my left arm for the blood pressure cuff. “If you don’t mind helping me,” I whispered, “I need to pee.” Minutes later the kind nurse gently helped me out of bed, and led me to the tiny stall to relieve myself. Wanting to give me my privacy, she walked out of the room, and down the hall.

Pushing the hospital room closed, and pulling the I.V. Rack with me, I slowly backed towards toilet. About two feet from the restroom door, I heard a male voice directly to my right. “Hey there,” came the whispered, disembodied voice. The sound was soft and gentle, but still shocked me as it came from only about 12 inches away. The only other person in my room was my neighbor in 310B, and she was nearly twenty feet away. Hoping to see the voice’s owner, I looked in its direction, but saw nothing.

“Hi. Sorry, but I can’t see you. Thank you for being here”, I replied. After waiting for a response, and getting none, I finished up, and then headed back to bed, and off to sleep.

Was the sensation I felt on my cheek an after-effect of my surgery? Was the voice I heard an echo from a nurse down the hall from my room? I can’t tell you for certain that they were not. However, I can tell you how the “touch”, and the “voice” made me feel. In the darkest hour during my hospital stay, I felt and heard something that gave me a sense of peace and comfort. When I thought I was all alone, “something” made certain I knew I was not, and for that I am very, very grateful.

Posted by: alimarparanormal | February 17, 2010

Three Beings Again

Last night I decided to start listening to a program I purchased for my iTouch. It is a meditation/hypnosis program put out by this guy with a thick Irish Accent. The whole purpose is to help you loose weight through hypnotic suggestion.  Mary has been listening to one of his programs on positive thinking, and really likes it, so I thought I’d give this one a try. After all, I could lose about 30 or 40 pounds so it couldn’t hurt, right?

The program (or recording) is actually only about 20 minutes long. Most of the time is spent on trying to get you to relax completely, and is actually quite effective. I haven’t been able to totally relax in the last couple of months because of some stress I’ve been under, so it was really nice to actually find myself heading into a meditative state. In fact, I was so relaxed that I think I fell asleep at one point. According to the author, though, this is okay as we still pick up what is being said subliminally.

I do remember, though, when he actually got to the hypnotic suggestion section, because I found myself giggling. It was really quite funny when he said, “you will no longer desire sweet foods. You will no longer desire sickly sweet, creamy, sweet delicious foods”. I was thinking, yeah, right! I love sickly sweet, creamy delicious foods! But after he said this about 5 or six times, I actually found myself agreeing with him. So much so that by the end of the recording I was like, “Yeah! I don’t want to eat greasy, fatty foods. Nor do I want to eat sickly sweet, creamy delicious foods! Yeah! Right on!” So who knows? Maybe I might actually lose some weight because of this recording.

Well, I told you about the recording because I also wanted to tell you about what happened almost immediately after listening to it. As I mentioned, I was in a very meditative state, very relaxed, no longer focusing on the stresses in my life; completely free of all disconcerting thoughts, and then I had a vision.

In my vision I saw what looked like the inside of an alien craft. It was all very geometrical in shape; sharp clean lines, mechanical, smooth. I couldn’t draw for you what I saw, because all I now remember are just the outlines of fading shapes. But I knew, just knew at the time that I was seeing the inside of a space ship.

Suddenly, the scene changed and I saw a room with three beings. Two of the beings were small, no taller than 4 feet. They both looked something like a “grey” except the color was not grey, but more beige like. Plus the shape of the head was different, more of a heart shape; with a slight dip at the top.  And their eyes were not the large black eyes of the greys, but instead small, almost human like.

One of the small beings was lying prone on a table, and seemed either dead or very, very sick, and very old. Standing next to it was the other small being, which seemed to be caring for the sick/dead being. Directly to its right (and just outside my line of sight) was the third being. I knew it was there because I could see just the edge of it’s robe. From the length of the robe, I determined that this being was very, very tall.  The healthy small being motioned to the sickly/dead being, and then reached over, and picked it up, and handed it to the tall being. That was when my vision ended.

Did I see an actual scene between three beings? If so, what were they and what were they doing? Was the healthy small being giving the dead/sickly being over to the tall one for healing? Or was the tall being an angel having come to take the dead being home to God?  The only significance I can think of in this vision is that I am having major surgery on February 25th. I don’t know how that plays into seeing three beings, but who knows, maybe someone will have some insight.

Posted by: alimarparanormal | February 17, 2010

Strange Occurrence

On December 28th, 2009 I had a biopsy of a thyroid nodule to rule out any chance of cancer (thank God it came back benign). Just about a week and a half ago (the first week of February 2010), I noticed that a small scar or bump had formed in the same spot as the biopsy. This didn’t strike me as abnormal as the doctor did inject me about 5 or 6 times with numbing medication, and then he took about 3 or 4 draws for the biopsy. However, last Sunday, February 14th, something strange happened.

With Mary at work, and the day to myself, I had made plans to get several things done around the house. Instead, however, I became very, very sleepy. Not wanting to take a nap, I decided to spend some time listening to the audio version of the book, “The Lost Symbol”, by Dan Brown. I got through about one chapter of the book, and fell asleep with the audio book still playing. A few minutes later I woke up, and realizing what had happened, I re-wound the book to the chapter I started at, and started listening again. Minutes later I found I’d fallen asleep again, and repeated the process. This went on about 5 or 6 times, until something changed dramatically; I didn’t just fall asleep, I became paralyzed. I was either experiencing sleep paralysis, or something quite different.

Lying on the couch, I found it nearly impossible to open my eyes, and my body felt like it was encased in lead. To my right, directly behind my couch came the sound of voices. Thinking there was someone in my house, I thought to myself, “I need to wake up. I need to get up!”, I struggled to move, and felt myself getting up off the couch, but when looked through my fluttering eyes I was still lying down! This happened several times.

Then, all of a sudden I heard a loud “bing” sound, and the lights in the house brightened, and my eyes flew open; I was wide awake. I sat up on the couch and thought, “what was that all about?”. Looking over at the clock I realized over two hours had passed.

As I rubbed away the sleep from my eyes, and massaged my neck to work out a kink that had settled in, I noticed something very strange. The bump that had been in the area of my thyroid biopsy was gone! It was there before I started listening to the audio book, and now, just about 2 hours later it was gone. What happened to me?

Thinking back on the experience as I write this, I try to remember what the voices were saying, but I can’t. I’m certain they were not part of the recording, as they sounded like they were coming from inside my living room. Is it possible that I had some kind of visitation? If not, how can I explain the sudden disappearance of the “bump” over my thyroid biopsy area, the “sleep paralysis”, and the disembodied voices?

One other thing, I’m scheduled to have major surgery on February 25th to have part of my thyroid removed, along with a mass that has formed behind it. Do you think this experience has anything to do with that? Personally, I’m beginning to wonder if the doctor is actually going to find a mass when he opens me up.

Posted by: alimarparanormal | January 21, 2010

Warning Song

On my way into work, at 5:15 AM on January 19th, 2010, I had something interesting happen.

I was just pulling out of a gas station parking lot after filling up my truck’s tank, when I heard what sounded like a clip from a song, coming from inside the cab of my truck.  Wondering where the sound came from, I looked over at my stereo to see if it was on, but none of the indicators lights were lit.  Just in case, I reached over to turn it off, and found the knob already in the off position.

Looking out my truck windows, I checked in all four directions for a vehicle blaring its stereo, and saw none anywhere near me.  The only vehicle for blocks was a police car sitting in wait, approximately 100 yards away.

As a last resort, I opened my purse, and pulled out my cell phone to see if I had missed a call.  The phone’s empty screen glared back at me with no indication of activity.  “Besides”, I said out loud to myself, “I don’t have a ring tone that plays ‘You don’t want to’” on my phone”.  Plus the song ended abruptly, as if the singer had only that to say, and nothing more.

Since I am no stranger to unusual phenomenon, I decided to see if I could figure out what the words could possibly refer to.  “I don’t want to do what?”, I asked the disembodied singer.  Of course there was no reply, so I decided to go back through what I was doing when the song started playing.

“Let’s see, I was in the middle of my morning prayers, and talking with God about our upcoming trip to Europe”.

For the last six months, my spouse and I have been planning a two week trip to Europe scheduled for the end of May, 2010.  We already have our plane tickets, which we purchased through United Airlines with miles I’ve been accruing over the last six years.  We’ve also managed to save some of the $8000 we need for the trip, but nothing near what we hoped, due to a series of unexpected expenses.

It all started in August 2009 with a series of repairs to my truck.  First my power steering pump started leaking, and I had to replace it.  Then, just before a trip to Mt. Shasta, I went into the tire shop to get my alignment done, and was told I needed to replace my entire front-end.  A couple of months later I took my truck in to see if I needed a new water pump, and instead had to replace my air conditioning.

By the end of the year, I had also helped my mother get out of a financial bind, had to have emergency dental work done on my three-year-old chihuahua, fixed my floor heater, and paid a large unexpected medical bill.  All in all, we were out nearly $5000 in miscellaneous repairs and unexpected bills; money that could have been saved for our trip to Europe.

On top of the money issues, a recent CT Scan turned up a “mass” behind my thyroid gland, ending any possibility of saving the remaining $6000 needed for our trip, as I will have to take time off from work for surgery.  With sunken hearts, my spouse and I made the decision to put off the trip for another year.

Having canceled the trip, I turned my concerns to whether I’d be able to also cancel our plane tickets, and still keep the airline miles for use the following year.  Thinking back to my conversation with the booking clerk, I remembered him telling me that I’d be able to get a refund, “so long as you provide proof of your medical emergency in writing”.

“Okay”, I thought to myself, “this should be fine.  I’ll have proof once my surgery is scheduled”.

However, before my surgery can be scheduled, my surgeon has to review my CT Scan to decide how he wants to proceed.  Normally, this would not be an issue, but, I, in my brilliance, decided to change medical groups at the first of the year.  Because of this, the surgeon couldn’t just call up my records on the computer, instead he had to wait until the CT Scan was copied and mailed to him; a process that could take weeks.

I did, however, put in a records transfer on January 4th, and it was possible that my primary care physician already had a copy of the CT Scan that she could forward to the surgeon for me.  Or, I could just let the surgeon’s assistant do her job, and put through the records request I signed last Friday.  Surely it wouldn’t take too long for them to get a copy if the request came directly from the doctor?

It was right at that moment, as I was telling this to God, that the disembodied song sang out, “You don’t want to”.  Was this a warning that I shouldn’t wait for the second request to go through, but instead check on the status of the one I submitted on January 4th?

When I got into work that morning, I decided it might be a good idea to see if my PCP had received a copy of my CT Scan, and at 9:00 AM started making calls.  By 1:30 PM I learned that my former medical group sent the wrong data files to my PCP, and that it would take another two weeks for a copy to be received by my surgeon, and then another week to get it into the new computer system, and a week more for the surgeon to review it.

If I had not checked on the status of my record’s transfer, it would have been weeks before I heard from the surgeon, and possibly even longer before my surgery was scheduled.  By then it would have been too late to cancel my airline tickets to Europe, and I would have lost my miles along with my tickets. Instead, I was able to arrange to pick up a copy of not only the CT Scan the next day, but also two M.R.I.s that have a better picture of the mass for the surgeon to review, and hand deliver them to his office.  Because of the disembodied song, my surgery will be scheduled within the next couple of weeks, and I’ll have my proof for United Airlines.

Posted by: alimarparanormal | January 7, 2010

Drug Dealer

I had a dream last night that may very well have been from someone’s former life.  Every once in a while I’ll have a dream like this, and I awake wondering if a ghost gave me a glimpse of something they went through.  Anyway, here’s the dream:

Out of desperation for money to pay my family’s bills, I agreed to transport a large amount of drugs from one dealer to another.  The drug was cocaine, and it was handed to me in a large, plastic tupperware like container.  I remember marveling at just how much of the white substance was in the container.

As promised, I transferred the substance to the dealer, and he poured it from the plastic container into one of his own, and then handed the container back to me, empty.  I then left and drove around and around trying to figure out how I could dispose of the container, fearing that the police would trace it back to the drug dealers if I was caught with it.  Finally, I made the decision to plant the container on an Asian guy that I apparently had a beef with (he appeared to be in a rival gang), and left the container in a garbage can at his restaurant.    That’s where the dream ended.

Posted by: alimarparanormal | January 5, 2010

Ghost Girl

I had a dream a couple of nights ago about helping the ghost of a little girl who had died in a hotel.  I remember talking with someone about a haunted room that no one liked to stay in, and offered to see if I could help.

I entered the room by myself, and almost immediately sensed the little girl’s presence.  I spoke out loud to her for a couple of minutes, trying to get her to come out of hiding.  Then, in the corner of the room, I saw a beautiful little girl, seven or eight years old with long, straight light-brown hair.  I noticed immediately that she was pale, and asked her if she died from some kind of illness.  She nodded her head “yes”, and came up to me.  I reached for her, and held her in my arms,  comforting her.  I told her that she didn’t need to stay here anymore, and that if she went into the light she would no longer feel ill, and could run and play like she used to.  I also explained that her family and God were waiting for her.

As soon as I felt she was ready, I said a prayer, asking God to send an angel to guide her home, and almost instantly one appeared before me.  I asked him what kind of angel he was and he said, “para-astrological”, and proceeded to explain what that meant (I don’t remember what he said, but I’m pretty certain he was the angel that watches over her astrological sign).  He then reached his hand out, and took the little girl’s hand in his, and they disappeared.

I’m not certain why I keep having these dreams in which I’m helping a ghost cross-over, except perhaps it’s meant as a type of training.  This, however, was the first dream in which an angel appeared to help with the crossing.  One step at a time, I guess.

Posted by: alimarparanormal | January 2, 2010

Activity Resumes

After a drought of paranormal activity for over a month, it appears that “they’re back!”, lol.  I’ve been dealing with a serious personal illness, and my Medium friend told me that my family (those on the other side), have been keeping our “guests” away while I deal with this illness.  It appears that this morning, the block has been removed as both Mary and I started experiencing activity again.

I walked into the bathroom this morning and noticed that our electronic scale was acting up again.  It will display 0.00 on its screen, and then cycle through 0 as if someone just stood on it to weigh themselves.  It never shows any indication of weight, though, but instead goes back to 0.00, and then turns off.  It did this several times while I was in the bathroom getting ready this morning.

I also noticed that the bar of soap that sits in a soap dish on our sink was moved over to the shower rack.  A while ago Mary and I agreed that we would only use liquid soap in the shower to keep it cleaner, and yet I found the bar of soap on the rack hanging from the shower head.  I asked Mary if she used the bar soap when she took a shower last, and she insisted that she did not.

A few minutes later while sitting on the couch in the living room (Mary was sitting in the office chair by our computer), I saw, out of the corner of my eye, an orb move past Mary’s head.  It did a kind of flip in the air and appeared to move towards the back of the couch I was sitting on.  Within moments I heard the sound of footsteps on the hardwood floor behind me, and then my Clairkinesis fired off to let me know a presence was in the room.  So apparently our “guests” are definitely back.

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