Last night, February 21st, I had trouble falling to sleep. During the day I started a new chapter in my book “The House on Miller Street”, and found myself going over and over it in my mind as I lie in bed. After tossing and turning for about 20 minutes, I suddenly felt something on Mary’s side of the bed, and looked up. There, in front of the wardrobe, was dark mass. Within it I could see an occasional flash of light or light blur movement.
Over the last two weeks, I’ve been noticing that my perceptions are getting stronger (I’m seeing auras more often, sensing presences, etc.), and I’m getting visited at night. Just last week I awoke in the middle of the night to what looked like a fluorescent squid hovering on my side of the bed. When I asked a group of psychic friends about this, one of them told me it was a demon trying to attach itself to me. Lovely!
Actually, I discounted the whole “demon” theory as I have great difficulty with the whole demon/angel belief system (it just discounts too easily the evil within humanity itself). I did, however, acknowledge the possibility that an earthbound spirit might be trying to attach him or herself to me, so I did a cleansing ceremony, and went on with my day.
But when I saw movement in the room again last night, I decided to confront it immediately, but silently (so as not to wake Mary). In my mind I said, “If you are of goodness and light, I want you to show yourself to me, in Jesus name and blood. If you do not show yourself then I will know you are not of good intentions, and you are to leave immediately – get out of my house. Goodness and light has no reason to hide.” I then watched the area as long as I could, but eventually drifted off to sleep.
A short while later, I awoke again and saw something absolutely wonderful! On my side of the bed, hovering about 6 feet off the floor was the head and upper torso of a man. I could distinctly see Asian features and dark hair. He hovered there for about 5 seconds, smiled at me, and then drifted away and disappeared.
This was an absolute first for me. I have never seen any kind of clear apparition-like figure in my house. Each time I’ve seen anything close to human it has always been more like a wavy distortion in the air. This time, however, I saw an actual face, head, and shoulders. I am totally stoked! And best of all, he heard my thoughts and did as I commanded.
Was he an angel or a guide? I don’t know for sure, but the feeling I got was one of goodness and love.